yeah don't ask

All I heard the whole time was whining and crying and coughing and spitting up and ewww you know the whole story.

Axl Rose - *cough* Pompous twat *cough* Oh no wait, why am I coughing? She's my age, and we know the same people.

He said we'd know today, but I bet he's busy so I'm not going to press him.

But if things aren't right, if he puts this company first that's treated him like ass, am I going to want him?

I'm going to have to admit to my mom that I have a girlfriend now, too. I dont like him feeling all my grossness around with his hands.

And I don't really know how long it's going to be before I get to be with him everyday again. It's now Monday, the day we were supposed to find out and I have heard absofuckinglutely nothing.

And I don't really even want Holly back now. I don't want to talk to anyone about this because I hate for people to feel sorry for me and so here I am talking to a computer! It always makes me feel better to hear from you, I don't feel so bad if you are feeling the same way that I do.

I guess the reason that I wasn't awed by it in the end is that there was so much build up for it and so much said about it regarding how moving it was and until I wrote my review, I honestly hadn't run into anyone who didn't say they were moved beyond words.